There is no excuse - probably needed to blog more than I did. Was too afraid that it would be too raw and would likely annoy/upset some of our readers, or cause problems of some sort or another. Also - I think I didn't want to think about what was happening. I was procrastinating processing what was happening. It was too much for me to handle.
We had to make some difficult decisions. We made the decision of Zach's program at the very last minute - as forced on us.
I will write a little bit about this experience in the upcoming blog. I think I have come to peace with the decisions we made. There was no obvious decision, just a choice made after some analysis or another.
But for today - we are off to the beach with the kids. It is Ali's last day (our privately hire therapist who is off to grad school at Columbia in New York).