Shakey

Zach is still pretty fussy. However, just a few moments ago I received a text from our therapist L. and although we left Zach screaming this is what her message said:

He is happy & playing with the game using the poles to fish and i'm turning it off and he is independently point to the on switch w/out me asking what he wants

Gotta love texting, eh?

Sophia is now running a fever, so we juiced her up with Tylenol and out the door we went. I feel like a terrible mother some times. She is with my niece Melissa, and she was OK with me leaving. I was not OK with my leaving, but am in such a bad place at work, feel like I have no choice.

We have recently found out that Sophie has had a little boy go after her, which initially sounded benign, but what we are finding out is actually more serious than we thought. This is really over the top now. I feel like I am a modern day chapter of the book of Job. We are in the process of trying to figure out exactly what happened, but I can tell you this much, from what I know, it is very serious. Steve and I are once again devastated at what is happening to another one of our babies. We are really not in a good place to talk any more details about this now, until we consult with some professionals on how to deal with this.

I have been trembling since we realized yesterday evening what was going on with Sophia. I am afraid that my faith is shaking as much as my hands are right now.

I don't think I can pray right now - can some of you out there pray for us - and more importantly for Sophia right now?